Once Dead, Again Dead

of life & me

wow, i havent written anyting here for a long time, better do it now!
last night i was listening to Manson (i've been listening to him none stop for 2 days & i dunno why)
it always gives me terrible headaches & disgusting feeling cos all the poems stuck into my memory & repeat endlessly.
closing my eyesi tried to find a good picture still "Nobodies" playing. i dunno if it was a nightmare or a movie or what ever.
i was stuck in a small city in the middle of land of ice & snow aka Alaska; i really hate alaska; you dont have much to do; jus work & going home; nothing interesting to do, no bar no theater no where to go. let's not talk about long winter nights & long summer days.
what a hell i was doing in that fucking terrible hell? hhhmmm lemme think. aha i was in a house that seemed so familiar still disgusting & you know what i was making some milk for a baby; arggghhh i hate babies sometimes they get really annoying. i was busy with the milk stuff when a woman walked in, apparently baby's mom. she was really furious cos the baby was hungry & i hadnt finished my job yet. i dunno why that woman looked so familiar like the house; & she kept shouting at me & giving me too many orders. it looked really disgusting. then i saw the baby; it was so fucking cute, still annoying cos she had cried so much that she looked really red-black.
i looked round the house but to my surprise it didnt have any door to run away. outside the snow was falling foolishly.
i really wanted to get outta that place; i wanted to run away. all i needed was to spend a while playing some video games, watching movies, drinking & chatting. yeah it was a good idea to drink a bit so i looked in the fridge & shi$&$^*&^(Y%$&#@$$@!*^T no alcoholic drink.
omg why these people are so weird; guess i got into one of Spielberg's disgusting movies. all i had to do was to find the remote control & turn off the tv.
i tried to close my eyes & get back to where ever i was. i jus wanted to go back & get outta that hell. i told myself i would never go to Alaska & i would never get married, i'm gonna broke up with my gf asap.
i kept my eyes close till i was sure there's no more cring sound. i didnt dare to open my eyes. i began counting 1,2,3,....... then i heard someone calling my name, wow seems i was awake.
i could here the voice sayin:Keith common, wake up. why are you sleeping on the sofa, wake upppppppp"
ok , ok im trying to wake up, 1,2,3 let's open the eyes
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wait a bit
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i fainted, wait a bit
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LoL LoL LoL LoL LoL LoL LoL LoL LoL
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ok here we go.
infronna me i had that woman in my dream. the house was the same as my dream , the snow was falling outside & apparently i had no gf to break up with.
omg lemme faint again.
hey why are you laughing?!?!
you're not laughing?
why?
dont you think im funny enough?
dont you think im so lovely?
dont you think im so stupid?
conclusion:
it's really terrible when you got stuck in the middle of yer nightmare.
what am i doing now:
1. im freezing cos im too lazy to wear more clothes
2. im tired of writing a foolish post that's not funny at all
3. i still have the M. Manson's playing (tainted love)
4. it's still day; i dunno why sun goes down so late here
5. the snow stopped falling! (with my order lol)
6.there's a foolish shining round thing around my finger that i have no idea what's it for
7. i havent had lunch yet though it's some time in the afternoon
8. i feel foolishly happy & i dont know the reason
9. there's no booze in the fridge & i dont drink it anymore (what?!?!?!!?)
10. the baby's crying & calling me to change her nappy (holy shitttttttttttt)
11. i cant see her mom that means i really have to go & change her
12. better finish this or alex gonna kill herself & me for hesitiating to reload her nappy
13. this post was written cos i felt a bit crazy & we celebrated 7th year of being together yesterday
14. i really have no idea why i put myself in so much trouble, i m still a kid!
15.geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee+zzzzzzz im cominggggggggggggggg

posted by Keith @ 7:00 PM